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Sunday, September 26, 2010

Feel very depressed. I just cant stop crying. Have fallen down to the pit. Cant get up myself. Quarrel with him on the sms and phone call. I really dont know what he really understand. I am really very confused. I dont know what decision to make. I am really very sian already. All he can say is excuses........ and he can even argue. I really feel so damn disappointed. I don knwo wat to do. I was meeting wen at that time, I really feel like cryin out. but in the end i managed to broke down after i reach home. I really feel so lost and alone now. I really got no help. What should i do.

I may seems happy and always so freely. It is just that i choose to bottle everything inside. Till now i finally explode and all that came to my mind is commit suicide. I got no one to turn to. Cos everyone is selfish and no matter wat they will only think about themselves. action proves everything. I already got used to seeing human evil and ugly side. As long as i am useful they will use me. Once i m useless then they will just don give a damn.

Really hate going to work nowadays. works sucks......... people sucks, job sucks,pay sucks, everything sucks there.

I am going down........
Saturday, September 25, 2010

Really Very disappointed. He dont even care at all. Only try to act only. I called him then he ask me to reach home then let him know. I am trying to test him and see if he will get worried if i nv sms him. In the end, he dont even care at all. What is this...... All he care is drinking with people. I really need to reconsider everything.

Life really sucks. Many things is happening. I just dont wish to say out. I dont need anyone fake concern. Really got no will to live on. Thinking of commit suicide everyday. Maybe one day i will cant take it and DO IT.

Human are selfish, liers, fake, cruel, no sympathy and not sincere at all. All are Fuckers and they all sucks to the max. I hate this world. Just let me die and leave here. That will be best.

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