Monday, November 27, 2006
Been quite some days nv blog le. On 23th nov is my actual birthday. Celebration with wen in the morning till evening. Went to bugis to eat, then had our ktv session at suntec. Sang till 6pm. then she had to leave for school. Went home. Then baobei came in the night after her work. She came at 9++. chat and play. And took some weird pictures. Haha...... She left at 12am.. Which is after my birthday. Took leave on the 23th and 24th. Which is thur and fri. Is living fun or dying fun?? Is people real or fake. Is there any one who can be trusted. Is everyone selfish, who will only think for themself 1st. Is the world really so not beautiful. Is money important than anything. What is important? Who has the answer........ Thanks wen , jass. thanks for celebrating 4 me.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Sat meet up with god sis. Went to east coast to roller blade. a very gd weather on that day. Sweat out a lot. Feels so gd. I just like the sun so much. From fternoon play till eveinng. Then went to mac to eat. Then went to reservoir to continue blading. Haha....... Blade the whole day man. Then called shi si out to join us. Then they actually bought a cake for me. Took some pic, chatting and cutting of the cake. Played till going to 3am then reach home. sunday meet shan, she bring me to sentosa. Cos she know i haven't been to sentosa and i wish to go there to have a look. Haha..... Again the weather is gd. Another sweaty day. haha......took pics. we went to underwater word. saw a lot of fishes. Wow......... Went to take the sky tower. Heard from shan that, the sky tower is considered quite new. Not so old de. So we went to play. Very nice view.... so romantic. Went to take cable car. Been ages since i took cable car. Scary but fun. Went to mount faber. Sit there took some pic, chat then proceed back to harbour front. And proceed to dinner time. Had HANS. Eat till really so full. Then walk to Vivo city. Really very big.. Then walk out, we saw it was like a balcony. and the view was fantastic. follow the stairs up, we saw alot of people walking in the water. The water level is only till knee level. shan and i played. Again it was so romantic. Haha....... Then went down to a ktv pub. Had my tequilla, haha.. Then reach home about 1++. then take my wonderful shower , then take my beautiful slp le..... haha.....Today work was very stoned.... Cannot concentrate. And today was so damn busy,. But also gd. Time passes by very fast.... yeah.........wanna say thanks to Ah jie, Shi si and Shan. Thanks for celebrating my birthday with me.
Saturday, November 18, 2006
D&D was quite boring. The food was bad, the programme was boring. But shan & i stay awhile after the programme. We stay for the dance. it was hip hop. Yeah, better than those wulu songs. Haha........D&D photo is out, but all was so blur. and very few photo only...... Had a weird dream yesterday. Dream of s and her ex got married. but the wedding is very funny. S was wearing traditional red wedding costume. and yet they are having wedding at a church. Really a lot of funny parts. dont know why will have this kind of dream also........????? Haha........Birthday coming soon. Took leave on thur and fri. Yes..... Haha..........Thur will be meeting wen and baobei.hope that this year will be a smooth 1 and a happy 1. And hope that the weather will be gd. Meeting shan on sun. She will be celebrating for me. keke....
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Very tired. Very tired. Today at office nearly slp till dont wan to wake up le. Whole week nv slp well. Go out or can't get to slp. Tom is D&D. finally got the clothes ready. Still wondering wat accessories to match and wat make up should i put on. Very tired. Winnie brother died in an accident, a very shocking news. His brother is also the same secondary school as me. She was crying as she called me. Hope she will be fine. Yesterday is pat birthday.Went to parkway Kbox to celebrate. Jinfeng and elaine is there also. we sang and laugh and drank. And i also got my birthday gift from her. A watch and a pic of me designed by her.
Monday, November 06, 2006
Sat night went out with wen. went to See movie - The Guardian. Not a bad show. The main character is very very handsome.... Oh my god. See till me drooling le. Haha...... Then same. After that went to near by void deck to chat. caled my ex colleague and she came out for a while to chat. Then wen and i continue to chat. Then chat till 2++. Then went home. can't get to sleep. Ahhhhhh. Till dont' know what time then slp. Woke up at 12++. Then do nothing till now. Slack the whole day at home. Listening to music.........I really have craving for E******. I know i can't but the feeling is getting stronger and stronger. I really don't know how long i can withstand...... Doctor nag and nag me. Say that i drink too much le. Keep on nag. But really wanna drink and enjoy life while i can. But my Alcohol level really sucks to the max. I really can't take a lot. I will feel heart pain. It just sucks to the max. I also don't know what to do. Just bought vodka, and my house still got tequilla. Think will drink at home. drink till i die ah. At least i get to enjoy the alcohol. Better than nothing to enjoy. Life will be just so boring. Then i rather ask the doctor to kill me. Something weighing on my mind, really added stress to my life. No solution, but i think i also can do nothing...... I believe everything will come to an end soon. All will be settled. All will be ok de. I will stop hereNi pen down
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
Today working very tired. Very shack. Going to doze off a few times already. Today stomach cramp. So pain and numb....... Then today only eat breakfast. Got no appetite. Now at home cannot get to slp. So frustrated. This stupid insomia is driving me crazy..... When i am at home, i just dont feel sleepy. But when i am outside i feel damn sleepy. Going crazy soon........Missing u. Really wish that i can see you. But i think we don't have that fate ba. How i wish u can be by my side, be there to support and to be the 1 to give me strength and comfort. The one to accompany me when i am lonely. To listen to my grumble, to hug me when i am down. A smile to brighten my day. But all that is just my dreams. It won't come true. I know that. Really miss u a lot. What should i do to forget these things. What can i do to stop missing u and stop waiting for u.Lonely is my destiny. Bad luck is following me. I really feel that i am getting more and more suah. what to do........May my dreams come trueNi pen down
