Today working is ok. But a bit stone. Cos a bit tired. Today shan like very high. keep on laugh today :) Work as per normal. Today bel sis ask me out. Actually she was me to accompany her go touch up her tattoo. But in the end things turn out complicated. So nv do. She will go and consult her sis 1st. Then went for our dinner then went to walk walk at orchard. Then went to cineleisure outside the place to slack. Have a drink and chat. Had a great chat with her. Get to know her more. We actually chat till 11++. I didnt even realise. Then we took cab home. Had a great outing with her. Ask her why she wan to take me as her god sis. At 1st she told me is becos i am cute. I wan to faint liao. Then she say no la, cos got chemistry, can click. She say it is hard to find a person who cna chat with. And she trust me 80%. She say quite a lot liao. SO glad to hear that. haha......... At least not becos of cute. She made a ring. With engrave wording. But i still didnt get to see it. She forget to bring it out. pengz..... maybe will meet her sometime to catch up and to take the ring. She have 1 and i have 1........

i will stop here

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Fri working very sian. Actually nothing much to do also. Got people chu pattern. Make people sian, I see liao also sian. Every day also like that de. Feel very sleepy at work. Keep on wan to slp. Actually wan to use lunch time to slp, but cant get to slp. But play games instead. Then listen to music. Cos only i am at office, can blast music. Haha....... Nite time chat with kelly jie, use webcam to chat with her. She can see me. She keep on laugh, then i keep on do funny faces give her see. Haahaa......

Told her about my new ah jie. Haha......... Belinda is my new ah jie. Can feel that she is very fierce de. very strict de. Got very high expectation. kelly jie know liao also like huh, how come like that de. haha..... But also is out of concern for me. I know that de. Both jie is gd to me. I appreciate.

Seems to drift apart with someone. I also really don know what is happening. Always nearly like going to quarrel. I reall hate that. Wanting to find out the reason. But really dont know what is happening. Maybe is becos both is very sian. Boh not in gd mood. That is all that i can think of. It is just start of the chinese new yr and already not good terms with a friend. Reallly makes me so sian....... Really dont wan to lose this friend, but we seems to be drifting apart. More and more. Wat should i do. what can i do. I am lost. I am frustrated over this matter. With no ans, i can only put it aside.

Fri night, nicholas called. ask me if i wanna go out. So in the end, we went to east coast to blade. Quite some time nv go roller blade. He say wanna go exercise. So gd idea. Really sweat it out. Blade from jetty to mac. Use fast speed all the way. Really very sweaty. haha..... Very fun. Make me feel more relaxed. Then we sat at mac outdoor and chat for a while. To dry ourself. Since both of us is smoker so is ok. Then feel better and the sweat out.

if not i am going crazy soon. Problem starting to appear. Very sian. But i know that i will be fine de. opps.... starting to bla bla bla again. Me and my nonsense.

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Very long nv blog le. Very tired..... not enough slp. Eve of new yr, after dinner, meet up wen. Watch vcd near my blk. Watch till 2++am. Then chat till morning 6am++. 1st day of new yr, went to mother side relative, then eat and play cards. Lose $12/-. Then went over to father side relative. Then start to gamble then in the end. Total i lose up to almost going to $100/- So scary. 1st time lose till so much. cos shan and ting and boost my luck. fang always make me lose de. Haha..... just kidding over here...........

2nd day, wen say she coming over my house to bai nian. Then i go over her house. Evening time, went over to god sis belinda house to eat, play and stay overnight. Cos her family is overseas. So ask us to go over. Samantha also there with her son. her son is so naughty. haha..... Very active. Bel got dog at home. Very active. haha.... keep on follow me. Then at night slp. Keep on squeeze me here. Then i tell bel his dog keep on bully me, dont let me slp. haha.........

Home today in the afternoon. Morning woke up at bel house, then go for lunch, then home. She say call her god grandma too old. Ask me to call her sis. Hahahahaha. So change to sis liao.......

very tired. Going to take a nap liao......

New year is coming soon. But there is still so many things not done yet. Haven't buy my new yr clothes. Haven't pack my room. Haven't go and buy new yr stuff. This year don't intend to go and dye my hair. Wallet is too tight. Think after new year, will have no money to spend liao. Think won't eat outside liao. Maybe go home then eat. Plan to go take car lessons after new year. Been delaying this thing for so long already. Must go liao.

Been quite tired lately. Many things to learn. but still ok. Still can take it. I don't like people to see me as useless, just a bit then cannot take it. I still can handle stress. I dont need people to take care of me. I am a grown up liao. I cna take care of myself. Cos i wont wan to burden people. Dont wan people to worry for me. I know that it will make them very tired also. They hav their things to worry.

Really very piss off when i hear something. It is like i am so childish and so incompetent. Totally piss off. She did help me to say something. But "she" keep on saying that i need to be taken care of. It is so irritating. She did say it right to my face before. I just kept quiet and say nothing. But i am burning inside and nearly going to explode liao.

Have to start to plan my financial issue liao. If not will be in debt soon. "dont wan to declare bankrupt" haha...... Just joking.

Hope this yr will be ok for me.

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