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Thursday, July 17, 2008

Shan left the co le. Had been doing all the work myself. Office is still messy, with all the back stabbing and gossiping. So tired working there. But no choice, i have to study. I need the income to support my school fees. Hopefully all these will end soon. Faster hire someone....... Waiting still......

Studies is still ok. Now is havnig my IT lessons. Still ok. But i know that the hard part is coming my way soon...... Hope i wont hear myself say "SHIT" haha....... Friendship is in a mess state. I dont know what is the pro. Is it theirs or mine. There is a tension between. And had ben going on for quite awhile. Hope it will resume to normal. I am getting sick and tired of always the entertainer. And not them. They always ask me to talk. Why not them 1st. Y must it always be me. I am not always the happy 1. I do have my quiet moments. Dont always expect me to lame all the way..... If you all really think this way, then it is really not respectful at all. Please share my burden, and not i doing it for all my friends. NOT FAIR......

Relationship with boy is still ok. We do have different views, we did quarrel. But all is well. He is caring and thoughtful. But sometime blur and slow. Haha.. I too sometime will be blur... Haha... Well thats us.... The blurs 1. I found a new english name for him. Finally!!!... not richard anymore. He is called Leo. He say he like the name too. Thats great....... :)

Overall my health is still ok, stil trying to maintain it. Taking medicine when needed. And frequently visiting the doctors. Earning my hard earn money....... But i hate to visit them. Cos doctors can be naggy. ALthough is for our own good, but still find it irritating....... But still frequently vomitting blood. Thats a common thing for me. Many thing not able to do le. Cant drink, cant be to exhausted, cos my heart wont be able to take it. Considered myself quite no life. But contented to have leo by my side to accompany me. Although he knew about my condition, he dont mind it. Just wanna spend the time together as long as we can. To have more memories together...

I will stop nagging...bla bla bla
Take care
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