Disaster is coming my way..... I am so broke and doctor call me.. and talk shits. What the hell. I dont know what to do la. I really dont wan to make decision liao la. DECISION DECISION AND DECISION. Can anyone make for me. Wish for someone strong to be by my side to guide me, and give me advise. I am really on my own. No advise given.... Even small thing i have to decide. Sian...
Wanna go and die. Took a stroll nearby and let myself calm down. Take a moment to relax and think carefully what i want. What i should do. But till this moment i am still in a confused state. I wish to throw this matter aside and dont care 1st. But i cant, i have to make a decision fast. I am going crazy soon. All i can think of is life sucks. When am i going to be suah till when.
I wan a new life and start all over again. A new start and new choices in life. Then i will make different choices. and wont land in this way now.
