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Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Next week is my exam period begins...... Quite stress..... Dont know y have been having frequent attacks of migraine...... Dont know wats wrong...... is something happening.........Wat is going on....... quarrel with him just now..... he say i am a weak person... even compare himself wit me. Say i am weaker by him 100 times.... i really dont understand... wat is this.... say all this for wat..... I just ask him.... is he really sure i am so weak... He even explain to me.... Really piss me off... Is he trying to tell me that i am weak.... A burden to him..... i am so disappointed...... i just tell him that next time i am sick or watever, i wont tell him, so that he don have to worry or burden him.... Then he say he say till too over.... But it is too late...... i am totally so pissed off.... i dont wan to talk to him...... he keep on ask me to forget about wat he say..... and don angry.... easier said than done..... wat the hell........

Make me vomits blood ilke hell.......

Many things happening, trying to stay cheerful........ Hope to be able to take the exam smoothly and hopefully able to pass....

Now every week only work 4 days..... company need to tide over the bad economy..... although is happy that there is one more day to rest, but hav to deduct leave.... so sian liao....... no more leave left.... have to take unpaid leave for exam..... xiong liao......... Really need to cut cost liao.

Heard from wen that she may be planning not to study liao...... Maybe she is too stress about that...... Then she will have more time for her friends more rest.... good for her. But have to see how is her decisions. Of course i am happy to study wit her, but i don wan to see her so stressed. As long as she happy, i am happy for her liao. Hope that she will be better. Cos she really looks so depressed so sian, so demorale. Hope that she will be better after the exam is over.

tk everyone

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Tiring month....... Although no need to work on monday but like very busy. Time not enough to use. There is a free check up for hearing. I went and was told that my right ear if really want to listen well, i need a hearing aid. I wont op for that. I dont like to wear something on my ear. Done a survey and done some checking. Thats bad. Valentine day is this sat. But not meeting Leo. He is working and i have to study. He understand. And i told him that if we wan, everyday is valentine day. Ask him to save him. Dont waste money. Got a gift from wen, shan and Leo. Thanks man.

Really need to save up a lot. Will be poor like hell. Next month will be taking many unpaid leave. So sian. Have to settle bills, insurance, give allowance, medical bills, and my daily expenses, n school fees. Faint liao...... Shit man...... Going to reach a crisis soon. Need to save more on this Feb pay. SO cant spend much liao. Save as much as i can. Think i have to let go of the supernatural discs. Wait till i have the ability then i buy.

No more shopping and VCD and expenses hav to cut down by half if possible. Thinking of the medical bills, will faint. Check up and medicine costs a bomb. Think hav to work part time after my exam period. To tide over the crisis. Still considering. Cos my health is not really in a gd condition. *headache*

Feel giddy frequently, having migraine and headache. Vomit like hell. Sore throat never ending story. and the most sickening 1 is insomia. Like old lady like that. So many pro. haha

Think will stop here.

Alien Ni pen down

Friday, February 06, 2009

Store people have finally moved into our office. Say for so long. At least a year liao. Office is not so cold liao. Haha... cos door keep on open and close. Chiang the store manager sit beside me. Still don get used to it. Such a tall person, block my feng shui siah. Haha....... I really hate her man. Always find me trouble. Always seeking attention. Once i resign, She will get it. I sure complain her like hell.... Scold her right in the face. I make sure i do that..... Just this week, had been to the doctor twice. Thats bad. Health is going down. Body giving way. Thats bad news..... Getting prepared for it. Haiz......

Study study and study... aiya... fainting liao......

Valentine Day is coming soon. My husband say she buying chocolate for me. My wife bought a Piglet boster softtoy for me. Keke...... So happy...... They brighten my day... So sweet..... at least i know they think of me and not find me when they need my help. :)

My wife and me .... keke

My Husband & me..... haha

My Bf & me...... hehe

1st time post pic in my blog....haha......

Will stop here..... gu niang tired le....haha......

Nite nite

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

Sat work till 12pm. Halfday only. haha..... managed to cleared everything. Actually things are not much also. Quite little things to do...... Wen came my house to bai nian. Around 2++, use computer while i do my house work..... so pei sei nv entertain her. i know she wont mind de. Then watch DVD ip man together. Nice show....... Lazy to go shower. Rest and slacking. Wen ask me when i wan to slack until. Haha...... took my bath at about 4++. When to wen house to bai nian. Watch tv and slack till 6pm then off we go to tampines mall to have our dinner and watch our movies. We ate foodcourt. We share Fried kway teow and chicken chop. Each half half. It was so full. Took a puff and watched the wedding game. Fann wong show. Still ok, still hav so funny part. But the story plot was okok..........

Same thing goes. Do our home work. Although only one homework, but we do till 2am ++. So difficult question, till we both are so frustrated. We really need to buck up. We are slow in learning. We have very poor understanding power. Jia you wen wen. After done our home work, i really feel so demorale so depressed so sian. Feel myself so useless, and pro is crashing on me.... all the pro and illness and money issues..... sickening man...... Wen was there to console me to cheer me up. I know she herself is sian and she make the effort to cheer me up. Thanks girl.

Sun woke up late. Then took my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner. Had long john. Then study time. Then slack at home. After leo finish work, went to Ikea and Giant to buy things. Leo bought a crocodie soft toy gave me. And went to loyang temple to pray. Then straight home.

Feeling demorale, leo ask me wat happen, i dont feel like talking so i tell him nothing. Closing myself up. Don wan to talk at all. Very sian. Bye to Egypt... My dream. A dream never to fulfil... A too expensive dream....