Yesterday morning work up early in the morning to go for my driving lessons. Was so tired, so concentration. Drive all the way to tampines. 1st time. So gan jong. Haha..... Then go home and pack my room. So messy. Then off to parkway with wen. Went to have our dinner there. We had mos burger. Then ktv at kbox. With wen friend brian and his gf. They left at about 1plus. We continue to sing till 3pm. Closing. Sad that kbox at parkway is closing today. Today is last day. Dont know the reason. Then east side dont have anymore kbox liao. Will have to go further.
Stayed at home today. My rest day. Watch my vcd. Nice...... Yesterday went out with wen in the evening. Went to see movies. Then went to slack and chat. Told her that i am getting more like blur, and more sotong. Cannot control myself and will go into a daze. Super poor memory. More and more like an idiot. I asked her if i were to become an idiot, what will she do. She say she will take care of me.
Now still don't know what is the outcome. Took some test. A checkup and now is waiting for the next appointment to come. And see what i will receive. Hope not bad news. Heart pain, stomach pain, Leg pain. Everywhere pain. What is happening. I can feel my body is not normal. It is changing. It is not my usual body. What is happening.
I dont care i dont care i dont care. That my new attitude. I really dont wan to care.
Really feel very tired. but even if i get enough rest, i still feel tired. What is happening to me. Dont tell me that is adult hood. I dont wan. Feel so boring now. Really wish to go out and take a breather. So boring at home. Going crazy soon. But no where to go. And friends are either busy working or tired to come out. I think forget it ba..... I am bored to death... I WAN TO GO OUT.....
I hate being used. I hate it if i am the one u show attitude to. Dont show me attitude. And please dont force me to do things i dont wan. If i say i dont wan means i dont wan. No point forcing me. I know what i am doing. I am 24 yrs old already. Please let me have a say in my own life. I really wonder did you really put yrself in my shoes. Did u really think for me. Or u just think for yrself. I dont know.
My computer speaker spoilt. SO sian. Hear music using pc speaker. The sound is not gd. And the volume is so "loud"........
I wan to die liao..... Can i just plead anyone to just kill me. I really need it.
Quite some ti me nv blog liao. Tired and tired. Must be old liao. Haha...... Not enough slp and i actually dont know i busy with wat......haha..... Lantern festival is over... Coming is hari raya puasa.... yes 1 day off. No need to work le..... Want to go out. wan to have fun. Enjoy my day..... Still panning wat to do...hmm......haha
headache siah...... need slp... many many slp slp..............aiyo... really have to admit that i am old liao. easily tired. cannot overnight. The max for 1 night. And i will be so stone. deadly stone man. So shitty.....
Will stop here
