Very long nv blog here. Cos don't know what to write here. Have been feeling weird and down lately. Body is having many problems. And mood is getting worse and worse. Vomits like hell, and i and struggling here, no body cares at all, they think it is easy to do it. No morale supports given at all. All they think of is themselves. I am sick, having virus attack. having flu and cough and sore throat, but did any one care........ no..... no one is concern at all..... they only think about themselves...... and leo can just tell me that he wan to go and meet his friend. I thought sun is our day. But he decide to spend time with friend instead of me. I can understand, i am a burden to him. Even if he say it is ok, but i can feel from his action, Spending time with his friends is better than spending time with me.
I feel so alone now........ Maybe it is time for me to give up............ Everyone say wat is all fake. All i see is talking is cheap but action proves everything. And i see no one sees me as important. But i can feel is people is using me. If i am important to u all, i will be able to feel it. I can say i hav given all i can, but i see nothing coming back, and can get scolding for nothing.
I am going crazy soon. I can feel my mood is getting lower and lower...... i am having dificulities in pulling myself up............
confused
