Today Just step into the office. Only got 1 feeling. So cold~~~~~~~~ Not much work today also. Very stone in the morning. Then Vomitted blood. Told shan about it. haha..... She know my tongue pain. She bought 1 packed herbal tea for me. Is sweet de. She know i don't drink bitter de. Then I drank it. Ok la. But still got a bit of that smell. But still finish it. Today the weather was so cold. It is raining. Outside is so wet. shan and i wan to smoke also so troublesome.
Got pray today. For the money we won. A few of us pray. Got a lot of paper money man. Luckily after praying then rain heavily.
Received my friend message this afternoon. Told me that feeling very demorale. thinking of committed suicide thoughts. I was so worried. Please don't think so much. I am very worried for u. Anything u can tell me de.
everyone pls take care
i will stop here
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Today work as usual. Went to toilet to wash cup. Then the toilet is very eerie. heard something but not sure if i really hear wrong. But don't care le. Faster wash then left the toilet. Told shan about it then she say ok la she accompany me to toilet later. then today nothing much to key also. quite boring. But still ok.
Feel so tired. Cannot sleep so late. Don't know why. Till 1 time then i will feel tired liao. So weird??? Then morning feel so tired. can say is whole day feels so tired. Just feel like resting but cannot. No choice must work hard.
Take Care
I will stop here
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Start work for the 1st week le. everything still ok la. But the enviroment here is really damn cold man. haha..... my house yesterday finally renovate finish le. Today only do some touch up then can liao. finally got toilet to use liao. But poor me got to clean up liao. A lot of job to do man. Now is having my lunch time. But nv go, cos had breakfast at 9am liao. Then no appetite to eat.
Shan birthday is coming soon liao. don't know what to buy for her. She say cannot buy more than $21/- . I also don't know what to buy man..... any idea........ Then she won't be coming to work on that day le. I alone le..... Go smoke alone also......
I will stop here
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