Havent been in a gd mood lately. Quite depressing. Had some issues with him. And after telling him off not in a nice way. He always act like nothing happen. I really hate that. Just talk normal, or didnt even ask if he should change in anyway. Really make me feel more and more tired. It like he dont care at all. Although he say he care in sms or verbally, but his action prove otherwise. I really is getting more and more confused.
He have been going home late everyday. And he say he is at his office neighbour there waiting for car. How am i supposed to believe him. He did not even call or sms me once while waiting for his car. He have been very busy lately. If i wan to meet him is always after 9 or even later. I am getting sick and tired of always waiting for him. And he always is so tired. When he is at my house, he looks so tired, but when he is at home, he is ok...... is it so boring to come my house to accompany me. Or he is tired of me already.
Last time when i voice out my feelings, he will listen and admits he is at fault and then explains. Now he is like so eager to explain and admit it is fault and seems very unwilingly. He have changed alot after he worked in this company. If he carry on like this, i don think i hav the strength to carry on.
I have already say all i want to say. I am very very tired. I realy love him, but i really dont feel his love towards me, i dont wan his money. i want is his caring, and his time for me, his attention towards me.
