Struggling is the term for what i am doing now. struggling in living, struggling in work, struggling to stay cheerful. Is the struggle worth it. What is the motive i am struggling for. Actually do people around me really need me to be around. I don't think so. To them maybe even if i am not around, would not be a losses.
Feeling sickly and tired, thinking of letting go. Very sian loh... i am beginning to let go of many things. even letting go of many people around me. Starting to heck care people. Started to heck care of many things. Getting more and more no life. Since there is no point of living on. Then soon it is time to totally let go.
Leo, just wan to tell him that i Love him, but too bad we may not be lasting. life is short, please live life to the fullest.
dead pig
