Today work was so slack. Not much to do man. Was totally considered slacking. I thought it will be very busy... but no. Use lunch time to study for my final theory test. Tonight 8pm will be going to take the test with wen...... Was a bit gan cheong. Really worried will fail. Cos during the trial test i go i nv pass at all. But end up..... YES.....!!!!!!!! i passed. I pass man... Haha.... Wen pass also. I finish 1st. Was waiting for her outside. And was waiting for her expressions. Then she came out smiling and nodding her head. Yes. We both pass our final test. Was so happy. We were like siao zha bo. haha....... But there is more to come......... The hard 1. The practical. haha..... Mama birthday is coming soon. Dont know what to get for her...hmmm... Havent call hua and hoon yet. ...........

Start to take the medicine liao. Took last night. Was totally terrible man. Going crazy le. Was so pain till i was rolling on the floor. I fall from my bed to the floor. And it was like my heart was burning in fire and my lungs seems to be tearing apart. I had to struggle myself to toilet as i felt like something seems to be coming out. I think it is blood. I vomitted so dirty blood. I dont remember i struggle till when, then i use my whole strength to roll myself to my bed. And i need to calm myself down and say it will be over soon. And dont know what time i finally fall aslp. Finally can get to rest. will take again later. Very scared. Hope the effect will end soon. Pls pray for me...... I dont wan to die yet man.

Peace within me

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