Today was not so busy. Morning finally took the medicine. It was so terrible. After taking for a while. I feel my head is so heavy. feel like vomitting. I cannot concentrate. I feel so tired. But when i wan to slp. I cant get to slp at all. Feeling terrible. Dont know if that is so negative. If it doesn't suit my body. Really so tired. Hearing sentimental music all the day. Just wan to relax myself. And will feel better. Very shack. Thinking what i should do. So terrible. How to continue eating. And the medicine is so smelly. The smell is unbearable. Dont know how to carry on. But no choice. I still have to. I know that i cant break down like that. If not i will disappoint alot of people. i hav to stay strong. I dont wan to cry anymore. Enough is enough.
Receive a sms from baobei, Find it very weird. Dont know y she suddenly say like that. But nv ask much also.
I will stop here
Ni pen down
