Going crazy soon. Doctor are so useless. Makes me so sad, makes me so lost. What am i supposed to do. I am so frustrated. I feel that i am useless. I hate it. I dont like it. I dont like everyone. Everyone dont like me.
Nv go out today. Really to weak to go out. Took a rest at home today. Having headache, Been having headache everyday since i took the medicine. Really going crazy soon. Memory going down and down. Really so worried. Worried that 1 day, i dont even remember who i am. After some incident i really get to know that people is evil and really would only treat themselves gd, would lie to get what they wan. That is very scary. They say 1 thing and do 1 thing. Always dont mean what they promised. So unbelievable.
Life is so unpredictable, so scary. So fragile. Everything is rubbish.... all rubbish.....
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