New year is coming soon. But there is still so many things not done yet. Haven't buy my new yr clothes. Haven't pack my room. Haven't go and buy new yr stuff. This year don't intend to go and dye my hair. Wallet is too tight. Think after new year, will have no money to spend liao. Think won't eat outside liao. Maybe go home then eat. Plan to go take car lessons after new year. Been delaying this thing for so long already. Must go liao.

Been quite tired lately. Many things to learn. but still ok. Still can take it. I don't like people to see me as useless, just a bit then cannot take it. I still can handle stress. I dont need people to take care of me. I am a grown up liao. I cna take care of myself. Cos i wont wan to burden people. Dont wan people to worry for me. I know that it will make them very tired also. They hav their things to worry.

Really very piss off when i hear something. It is like i am so childish and so incompetent. Totally piss off. She did help me to say something. But "she" keep on saying that i need to be taken care of. It is so irritating. She did say it right to my face before. I just kept quiet and say nothing. But i am burning inside and nearly going to explode liao.

Have to start to plan my financial issue liao. If not will be in debt soon. "dont wan to declare bankrupt" haha...... Just joking.

Hope this yr will be ok for me.

Ni pen down