Fri working very sian. Actually nothing much to do also. Got people chu pattern. Make people sian, I see liao also sian. Every day also like that de. Feel very sleepy at work. Keep on wan to slp. Actually wan to use lunch time to slp, but cant get to slp. But play games instead. Then listen to music. Cos only i am at office, can blast music. Haha....... Nite time chat with kelly jie, use webcam to chat with her. She can see me. She keep on laugh, then i keep on do funny faces give her see. Haahaa......
Told her about my new ah jie. Haha......... Belinda is my new ah jie. Can feel that she is very fierce de. very strict de. Got very high expectation. kelly jie know liao also like huh, how come like that de. haha..... But also is out of concern for me. I know that de. Both jie is gd to me. I appreciate.
Seems to drift apart with someone. I also really don know what is happening. Always nearly like going to quarrel. I reall hate that. Wanting to find out the reason. But really dont know what is happening. Maybe is becos both is very sian. Boh not in gd mood. That is all that i can think of. It is just start of the chinese new yr and already not good terms with a friend. Reallly makes me so sian....... Really dont wan to lose this friend, but we seems to be drifting apart. More and more. Wat should i do. what can i do. I am lost. I am frustrated over this matter. With no ans, i can only put it aside.
Fri night, nicholas called. ask me if i wanna go out. So in the end, we went to east coast to blade. Quite some time nv go roller blade. He say wanna go exercise. So gd idea. Really sweat it out. Blade from jetty to mac. Use fast speed all the way. Really very sweaty. haha..... Very fun. Make me feel more relaxed. Then we sat at mac outdoor and chat for a while. To dry ourself. Since both of us is smoker so is ok. Then feel better and the sweat out.
if not i am going crazy soon. Problem starting to appear. Very sian. But i know that i will be fine de. opps.... starting to bla bla bla again. Me and my nonsense.
Me will stop here
Ni pen down
