Today very blur. Feel very tired. Dont know what is happening. Yesterday went to see doctor in the late night. Not feeling well. My heart is totally very pain. Took a pain killer injection. Then cant get to slp. Till dont know what time then get to slp. Very shack now. Heard my colleague called me. But she say she nv. she also got a shock y i keep on see her. Must be too tired le.
Really don know how to celebrate my birthday. No mood. The haze is making me very tired. Have put on weight. Very scary. Wanna slim down. Buut dont know how. Must be too long nv exercise le. Must find time to go swimming, and blading. If can go for light jogging. And see who wanna go strolling. Haha......
Weather have been bad lately. Everyone around me seems to be feeling unwell. I am so missing G***. Feel like messagin him. But i know i cannot. Cos he got GF already. How i wish i can hug him and tell him my things, having him by my side, to support me to carry on. With his smile it will surely brighten my day and make my day so gd. But none of this will happen.
I will stop here
Ni pen down
