Today not so misty. Yesterday meet wen in the evening. It was so misty. Keep on cough on the way there. Went to watch chen long movie. It was a very funny 1. After movie, feel more fresh air. Not so misty le. Went to a void deck to chat.
Is money important. No. U can't bring it to death when u die. Also no use. Is friendship, kinship, relationship, or other important. I dont know. But i think it should be important. Is life important, I also dont know. I used to think that life is not important at all. I also think of wanted to end my life early. Die early better. But sometime when u are about to lose somthing then u know how precious and valuable that thing is. But sometime i still have the thoughts of wanting to die faster. Cause this world is cruel. Nothing is fair. U can only trust yrself and no one. betrayel is common. Hard to find someone who is sincere towards people. I know that i am not a gd person. I hate lying. But i have to lie to my family about my thing. I hate it. But i dont have the courage to say it. I am a coward. i am a weakling. i am a totally loser.
Living is a torture. Dying may be a gd thing
