Today Just step into the office. Only got 1 feeling. So cold~~~~~~~~ Not much work today also. Very stone in the morning. Then Vomitted blood. Told shan about it. haha..... She know my tongue pain. She bought 1 packed herbal tea for me. Is sweet de. She know i don't drink bitter de. Then I drank it. Ok la. But still got a bit of that smell. But still finish it. Today the weather was so cold. It is raining. Outside is so wet. shan and i wan to smoke also so troublesome.
Got pray today. For the money we won. A few of us pray. Got a lot of paper money man. Luckily after praying then rain heavily.
Received my friend message this afternoon. Told me that feeling very demorale. thinking of committed suicide thoughts. I was so worried. Please don't think so much. I am very worried for u. Anything u can tell me de.
everyone pls take care
i will stop here
Ni pen down
